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Nice to meet you guys!

the names pau and i'm 19 yrs old.
i've joined as an editor (thanks to krissy, blob, aurelia, verdandii, roze, angel, vaux and other for teaching me)
I like  reading (including manga), music, and games.
I usually read romance and shoujo
I like any music that has a nice beat and gets you running. Classicals are good too (Yiruma's "river flows within you" really touches the soul  )

and that's pretty much it. I hope we get along well 

Quote from: DuchessOfFantasy on September 30, 2014, 04:54
@Pau: Kiss the rain, Maybe, moonlight, love me, if I could see you again>>> from yiruma

Thank you thank you thank you Fanta!!! 

Quote from: DuchessOfFantasy on September 30, 2014, 04:54
  Für Elise by Beethoven   

i like fur elise by beethoven but i prefer moonilght sonata. they even say it has a "lively version" but ive never really heard one... (i wish i could though).


on topic: I'm getting hook on Jun Curry Ahn's "Canon" and Counting Stars 

Quote from: Jess on July 18, 2014, 20:00
Frozen

Quote from: ^Renny^ on June 17, 2014, 13:58
I see fire by Ed Sheeran.

Heaard it while watching the second Hobbit and couldn't get enough of the song...

i like it in instrumental version 

right now i'm into piano like "river flows within" by yiruma and "the heart seeks pleasure first" by michael nyman.

i'm looking for more (since i listen to them when i'm studying) but i just can't find good ones (except for these two and canon by pachebel).

if you have any... tell me please!!! (i don't mind violin)   

thank you! 

So
Yearn
Thee,
Son

granted, but they were fake.

i wish i could go cherry blossom viewing (too bad there isn't one in our country  )

flavor

Demeanor

i was planning to review on c++ but yea, i though of paying a visit (here) . 

snow

black or white?

nope~   

i choose fanta

Quote from: Fairth on August 04, 2014, 14:17
Not necessarily ! I love my friends even though we don't laugh at the same jokes Plus I know my jokes aren't that funny, but at least they listen ><
(And always end up telling me that I shouldn't worry since they love me though my jokes are lame)


What embarrasses me is when I feel someone is forcing themselves to speak to me, or to listen. I'd rather have them telling me to shut up !!

mines the opposite. i feel embarrased when i try to speak to someone. probably because of my high school memories. i remembered one time when there was a transfer student in our school and when she greeted me i kept on thinking what to do like "how should i greet her?" and such and when i decided that i should just say "hi"  i just had to show a poker face with that expression that will make you think that you hate her. 
yeah, and i think its probably because of that that i fear of speaking up. 

Quote from: Fairth on August 04, 2014, 14:38

Quote from: Jess on March 27, 2014, 00:28
yea i live in a town that is so small that everyone knows everyone and who they are relative too, which is a terrible thing some times

I went on vacations to my mother's hometown, and it was just like your town !!
I've only spent 2 months there, and there was rumours about me getting married to a guy (Who had also came to visit his parent's hometown from Italy).
Just imagine how my mother reacted when she heard that OTL

Privacy !! Where are youuu ?! 

in our town, almost ALL of us are relatives (about 70% i guess?) in fact, there was one time when my cousin here had a crush on his classmate and it turns out that it was his cousin. another one was when another cousin of mine found out that his rival in basketball was also his cousin. also, it turns out one of my classmates in college is also my cousin. my uncle is the university's guard etc...

river flows within you by yiruma

Hey there!

the names enil but you can call me pau instead (since most of them calls me that)

hope to get along with you~ 

Quote from: Angel~ on March 20, 2014, 12:39
I sometimes let out audible squeals...

I can't even hear mine due to the excitement 

i just read it last night. i cant wait for the next chapter hurhurhur 

Aoki Umi no Torawarehime

congratz Angle!  *confetti~ 

which university are planning to go to?   

Wolf by EXO

in our country, you have to be 18 above if you want to buy them. that's what i know about cigarettes though, don't know of this applies to M-rated vids and games >.>

Home<<Dining_Room<<Family_Desktop

normally, no one does. unless its your crush or something. o.O

still by hillsong

i guess you could say that but i think its cute in its own way  :3

i could do that but my parents would probably say it's just my imagination.

OT: im afraid to die. yeah i know that everyone will have to face this too but still....that feeling of grasping for breath, not knowing if there is afterlife or not. it's been haunting me for years. *and i really feel bad about it too TT.TT

thank you~ thank you~ 

I guess so. makes me wonder what it would look like if the one that dubbed it had an accent 

currently watching:
     *Log-horizon
     *legend of korra

dunno of the second one is an anime though 

does that mean your also allergic to bread? *i heard that bread has yeast right?

salamat by yeng constantino

dunno but i think that your personality also gives off the feeling ( or rather maturity) of being an adult.

13:15

reading manga *nothing to do nothing to do....  sigh...

^yea im kinda curious about that as well .__.

favorite song of the week: love somebody by maroon 5

question: whats the difference between a ghost and a spirit? does it count in as well?

OT:
   im scared of exams, I think I am since every time an exam comes up I'd have a hard time breathing (like some kind of mini heart attack )

lol, guess so 

guilty pleasure:
     playing my tablet at night.  *my grandma hates it when i do that >.> <.<

don't forget to wear sunglasses haha 

nice! congratz angel! 

speaking about exams, i managed to pass mine this sem as well. no summer classes for me~ 
*gotta prepare for the next year though... 

and they're good for you too 

I like people that are straight to the point.
It's kinda disturbing how a person would go and create a whole essay when in fact it can only be shortened to a few words.

From what i see, you guys are better off than me. Mines about twice a year (ussually in september and febuary) with an interval of 3 days. 

awesome!! where are you gonna post it? 

its better than pretending. I still (unconsciously) act like a child and im already 18. Not to mention ive been though of as my dad's sister and my younger sister's mother so I can pretty understand how you feel

You own your own life. What others say are nothing more than gossips and rumors with no evidence or whatsoever. You've done nothing wrong, and you don't need a lawyer to prove it. It's your life. Live it. Just because they think wrong of you doesn't mean you should too. I learned this from my ethics teacher once:

"When everyone turns a blind eye to any wrongdoing, don't be the same as them. stay firm and stay strong, and maybe one day, definitely some day, they'll open their hearts to you.

(not sure if i translated it well since it was stated in filipino so sorry for any wrong grammar    )

^the feeling is mutual 

8:20 pm
    trying to prepare for my exam 

Your'e not only one hehe 


for filipino dishes:
     dinuguan, isaw, and betamax

otherzz...
      POCKY!!!! the perfect partner for studying~~   

Counting Stars by One Republic 

lol, i wonder whats gonna happen? 

too bad hur hur~ 

roze?

Quote from: Arr-chan on March 24, 2014, 16:11
It really really is.
OH, HAVE A NEW ONE TO ADD TO THIS LIST. Its a gender-bender (i for some odd reason am really into gender switching stories. I don't know why ) called W Juliet. The coupling with cute and they have many couple type moments, even though they are not technically together. It adds enough fangirl moments to appease everyone even though it does have some 75 chapters.. Its completed though (and its not nearly as long as Ship beat! with its 209 and still going strong chapters.).

gender  benders are awesome!! specially if it has romance in it.  I just love it when the hero and heroine would fall in love with each other (without knowing that the other one is a guy/gal)   

Quote from: Arr-chan on February 22, 2014, 07:03
Oh, I've read that. I actually got into that by doing a general manga search and it was SOOO CUTE. Did you know there is bonus content on it? its called Lovely Complex Plus  Oh, I remembered another one. I like Barajou no Kiss (though its not done yet ), Pureblood boyfriend ( not done yet either ) S.L.H (Stray Love Hearts), and Super Darling all done by the fabulous Shouoto Aya-sensei

yup. that's the one shot where Otani and Kouzumi first met in omibuzu (did i spell it right? ) first met without really knowing it was them right? (i really love fateful encounters    ).

and oh, a fan of aya-sensei too? 

so far ive finished SLH and Super Darling. maybe once i get the free time ill read the others (haha, ive even bookmarked it  )

but he still looks really cool so +1 ! 

not yet. we just applied for the exam. it start at april 7.

Quote from: Arr-chan on February 19, 2014, 18:07
I would probably have forgotten it was a holiday too if I didn't have my parents thing that they do and with all the girls I know freaking out about it. by the way, what's a csc?

yea, your right. in fact, valentines day made me realize i should go out more often. who knew that guys really do give girls roses and dates and such... >.>''

civil service commision. its a board exam for those aiming to be a professional (and sub-professional).

that is one funny yet awkward moment ^^;

OT:
worst would be mung bean sprout i guess. they stink 

by chance, post it in the daily d'aaawww? 

im pretty sensitive to movies myself, like when something scary, sad, heart-breaking etc... happens, i'd cover my ears and go "lalalala i can't hear  :goodmood:it lalalala *strong inhale...strong outhale...* i can't hear it~" and go running upstairs 

ooohh.... i know that feeling.... i try not to look down when im on type of situtation cuz if i did my heart might stop 

preparing for the competition

Quote from: Arr-chan on February 18, 2014, 21:15
Just Finished! it was so good  The ending made me happy, but you could inference from the start that they were going to get together, it was just a matter of time.  SO CUUUUUTTTTTTTTEEEEEE!

ive just finished that a few weeks ago too! though id wish the mangaka would continue it. I mean, just ending at the part where theyre finally together... there could be so much more.... 

ive added a new one to my list! Lovely Complex! it was adorable and hilarious! I couldn't stop reading from that manga. Otani and Kozuimi  were just...just...so kyaaa!!~ <3

(note to self though: don't ever EVER read any manga when studying. the temptation is too much  )

congrats! 

i know! i vowed never to watched another horror movie because of it! (unless its required of course)

Quote from: Angel~ on February 13, 2014, 05:22
New guilty pleasure: eating yoghurt with sugar~

whats so guilty about yoghurt with sugar? cuz it has sugar?

Quote from: Arr-chan on February 13, 2014, 12:52
Yup  by the way, what is the reputation thing? i don't know what that is... off-topic, but i'd like to know

google defines it as:

the beliefs or opinions that are generally held about someone or something.

i think it means how others see you as. like how a model student is seen as smart, with good manners, talented, etc...?

aww~ so fwuffffyyyy~!!

i kinda find it cute and funny how his fur turned brown

haha, this is kind of a late reply but meh,   

on valentines day I went to legazpi to pass on my csc form, took a stoll with my classmates, and did my software thesis.

when my classmates were planning about what to do on feb. 14th, i asked "why? is it a holiday on that day?". either im just busy or that ive never really celebrated that day >.>''

oohhh~ dengeki daisy! haven't seen that in a while! gotta get updated more often 

Quote from: Arr-chan on February 11, 2014, 12:58
For instance Kaichou wa maid-sama. YOU CANNOT CALL THAT MANGA ANYTHING BUT CUTE (well, unless its amazing or awesome or something like that.)

I definitely agree on that part!! that story never made me skip a chapter (which i usually do  ). though i think it would have been better if they didn't made misaki's hair short (it'd be prettier if it was longer .___.  )

Quote from: Arr-chan on February 07, 2014, 11:09
I also don't like people who doubt their awesomeness. You guys are all awesome, screw everyone else.

maybe theres a reason behind that? like maybe a trauma or bad memory. kinda makes me remember of that time in HS were I lost all my confidence.... why oh why... 

that sounds really cuuuuuttteeee!! <3

picture! pretty pretty please with cherries on top? 

*Le gasp

Akagami No shirayukihime!?  I really love that manga!! it makes me feel all cute huggy inside 

one of my my fave is Koi Dano Ai Dano and Watashi ni xx Shinasai

those two manga's are so adorable yet the updates were ... kinda... slow....

which one? #1 or #2?

btw, i found a new one:
       whenever i pass by a mirror, i make sure to look at myself to see if my head isn't gone or if my reflection isnt moving on its own.

yea, i know they're strange hehe. 

the one about my head disappearing is a superstition that if you see yourself beheaded/decapitated, youre gonna die soon.

The second one (the part about seeing my reflection moving on its own ) was thanks to that horror movie "MIRROR". now i can't look at it normally anymore (unless its daytime but night? no) .

In fact, i find it funny when I think about it. in my room, there are huge mirrors on the left and right wall. whenever i need to go to the bathroom, id have to pass by those mirrors so everytime i pass them id look at the right to check if im ok. then the left. if i think my heads gone, i say my whole name (they say if you do that, you'll be saved). if it isn't i continue on.

lol 

yep. that's it.

sorry for coming in late.  a lot of things came up 

Quote from: `Shally. on January 22, 2014, 13:00
I watched the movie version of Hana Yori Dango and it was still a bit like the drama with how ....oh god i forgot her name...But the girl still has feelings for the nice boy. etc etc

oohh~ that movie has a lot of versions! i think that story started off with the manga right?

xoxo by exo

i hope so.... im not really on good terms with her though 

thank you~ 

btw, what made your sister-in-law think that the reason was yeast?

Quote from: Angel~ on January 26, 2014, 17:57
I dreamt that when I broke up with my bf he would be all broken up about it and I felt terrible!
Thank god that when I really did it, he felt the same way and we parted good friends :D

uhm, would that bf of your the same one that you told us about? just curious.

i can't handle it since i can't stop having this feeling that someone (or something ) might just creep in 

i think it does.

OT:

[1]  when im thinking, i put two fingers on my lips that makes me look like a person holding a cigarette (it was supposed to be like the pose where you hold your chin but yea. i got stuck on this habit.)

[2] when im watching anime/manga my face gives off the "im serious" feeling (so says my sister)

does that include the guys you see at the beach too?

makes me wonder why they even bought a ticket.

OT: i not fond of people that willingly accepts a position and its responsibility only to shove those paperwork's to another person.

lucky you! i can't even afford to buy a costume! 
*not to mention i don't have anyone to cosplay with 

Quote from: Zephyr of the Mist on January 17, 2014, 19:04
You sure that's a NEW hobby, pau? 

Quote from: Jess on January 17, 2014, 22:03
i was thinking the same thing zephy

oops. i should've rephrased that haha ^^;

when i meant forums i meant visiting other forums other than transcendy. my programming skills have been kinda rusty so i though id joined a community to expand my knowledge on it. well truthfully, transcendy was pretty much the reason how i got addicted to this 

Quote from: Hidden_Twilight on January 16, 2014, 03:44
in the dining room usind the family's desktop

i have one but i rarely use it. if i were to compare it to something then i guess it would be similar to text messages in cell phones?

oohh~ i like mines with mushrooms, peperronis, and lots and lots of cheesseee~ *drools

my fave food is "dinuguan"

http://lahatsarap.blogspot.com/2011/07/filipino-pork-dinuguan-recipe.html

21:25
just visiting transcendy~ 

yea, if HS is hell then college is even worser than that 

ot: sooo... i have a younger sister (just a few years). i think she on her rebellios stage going on about how no one loves her here and everyone is blaming her and as the older sister im kinda worried about it. any suggestion? :(

o.k

ot: did i already posted sleeping? cuz i think sleeping a guilty pleasure

hehe...
whats more embarassing is when she starts talking to you, you join the conversion and after a few minutes she asks " do you still remeber me?" and all I replied is "err....." 

lol, wonder how long has it been since i last posted on this thread. but still, posting here makes me feel the victory of passing last sem. woohoo!   

did you ask your doctor?

Quote from: `Shally. on January 17, 2014, 08:14
I was crying myself to sleep that's how i remember dreams, if I don't, I don't recall them at all. I know..it's weird. o-o

Anyways, I was at a wedding hall. I wasn't sure who was getting marry because there were loads of people getting marry at the same building. o-o EXCEPT, there was only ONE groom with multiples of bride. I was just a past-by person and the groom talked to me saying stuff like "How have you been?". I didn't know who in the world was that guy, I never see him before whether its online or real life. NEVER.

And then i woke up by my alarm. I wanted to know who he was D: because that's not possible of me to met some hot guy and all of a sudden he's in my dream o-o

lol, maybe your future soul mate? 

Quote from: `Shally. on January 17, 2014, 08:07
I hate the type of people who can't keep their mouth shut just for one minute.
Like if there's an important announcement or news going on and I didn't hear a thing because of people talking over and over. It could be a murderer coming to the building, and no one would know since its too much noise.

ive never really met any talkative type before but if a yapping little brother is one of them then yes. yes its annoying 

Quote from: `Shally. on January 17, 2014, 08:08
Because I find it awkward now, before I was used to it. But after awhile, it's a bit serious since guys are more mature now and they're not like how they're used to be when they were as a child.

hmmm.... i guess you have point there. second, guys are stronger when they in maturity. unless your a black belter that can protect themselves from any opponent, going to a guys house is probably the same as going to a wolfs den

#becarefullittleredridinghood~

OT: im scared of the dark

Quote from: `Shally. on January 17, 2014, 08:09
@jess;
yeah...I found out last friday. :x Although, I originally found about it a couple of months ago but I didn't believe it :c

erm...sorry for my strong curiosity but how did you "found out"? 

bugs me the most. judging people

my new hobbies are rpg games and forumsss~ 

Quote from: `Shally. on January 17, 2014, 08:22
ahaha, roze's name is so girly and flowerly( i hope this is a word ).

dunno but at least i get what you meant with the word "flowerly".

regarding usernames....

since everyone calls me "pau" here, does that mean my nicknames now a username?